Still Not able to accept!

I cry myself to sleep.
feeling awful every single night.
nowing you will never be mine again.
but still,
being the usual stubborn person,
i dont wanna accept the fact.
that you're not mine anymore.
that you left me eventually!


It never fails to make the tears flow down from my cheeks as well.
each time i think of those days,
IT JUST HAPPENS!