Ignorance isnt always a bliss.
The truth is right in front of me this time.
it's over.
cried till my eyes got so swollen.
nearly covering the whole of my eyeballs already.
cried till my nose was so red.
cried for 6hours.
6hours for tears falling from my eyes.
only thing on my mind-
"it's over"
too late.
nothing can change this."
nothing.absolutely nothing at all.
had headache the whole night.
like something clamping my head,
squeezing my brains
first time having a headache,
after doing the AOL course!
definitely didnt feel good at all.
but losing water for 6 whole hours.
no wonder it happened.
woke up with a headache again.
and started crying at the thought of the situation now.
constantly keeping myself preoccupied
in order to stop myself from thinking about it.
chatting, blogging,
watching tv programmes continously.
even those which i dislike.
gorging myself with food.
And yeah mostly sleeping with the aid of pills,
Had been a long time since i did that
when i was really depressed.
does getting drunk works?
im planning to do that tonight.
one way to drown all my sorrows
and forget about everything.
i dont care how i'll feel tomorrow.
headache or not.
cuz my tears are turning me to rust.
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