Just to get you back!

So many people come to me when they feel troubled.
im glad they have someone to turn to,
to give them the answers
and not judge them by what they say.
im constantly looking for someone to confide in.
but there doesnt seem to be one who's perfect enough.
always finding myself being unable to express myself,
in many,many ways.
so i come here.
where i can dump all my rubbish at.
it doesnt complain.
whether im talking too much,or otherwise.
it just accepts all the shit given to it.
it's weird.no matter what i do,
somehow,it just manages to get linked to what we used to do.
i guess it's just me.
if it weren't for me loving him so much,

everything would be be different
perhaps even better for the both of us.
i've put down my pride,
dignity,ego.just to get you back.
what more do i have to do to truly have you
and your heart back with me, once more?
tell me something.
give me the answers.
whisper them to my ears,anything.
cuz i dont think i can take it anymore.
not up to this,choking and dying.
someone please save me from this agony.
someone out there.
and i hope and i wish,that it would be you.