Disaffermations

So what do i do if he keeps denying that something is wrong?
what happened to the"i promise that i'll tell you when something's wrong asap."?
what happened to promises?
Aren't promises supposed to be kept?
so i heard promises from people that they would do this,they would do that.
they wouldnt do this,they wouldnt do that.
so why doesnt everyone keep to their word?
why dont you keep to your word?
what happened to the"i promise i'll never make you cry",
"i dont ever wanna hurt you again",
"i'll always be here for you",
"i'll control myself and my emotions",
"i'll always care for you"and much more.
were they just words?
which u wouldnt even remember you said them now?
so you asked for time for you to prove to me
that you're afraid to lose someone to dear and precious to you.
so how long more do you want?
cuz it seems to me that you wouldnt mind losing me now.
that it wouldnt hurt you at all.
yes,im afraid.
im very afraid,every hour,every minute,every second.
that you would just come out and just say
"hey, i think we're better off not living together!what do you think?".
i might be thinking too much.
but you've never treated me like that.
When you havent bothered to checkup on me but only your son!
like im a total stranger to you.
why?
i dont wanna be just a stranger to you.
i dont wanna be just another face to you!
so please lets do something about the distance that has come between us now
i feel lost, dont know what you want anymore
so please stop keeping me in the dark.
as you know im very afraid of that.
do you still miss me like you always said you would
even if you're angry with me????