Carrying happiness....

I think i got my ans..
not a happy one,
i guess?
sigh..
maybe its something in disguise?
whatever
i think i got to let go..
somehow...God knows how...
how can i let go....of my baby???
How can i stop missing and thinking of him!?

I remember when he was a tiny being
in my womb;
He addressed him as "carrying happiness" !
And now.......
My happiness is gone.....
for how long.....who knows?
maybe temporarily.....
maybe permanently....

Only time will/can tell...
I miss "carrying happiness"
those were the good days...
i was looking aftermyself well,
or maybe happiness was looking after me!

I MISS HIM SO MUCH!