What is the feeling of being maligned?bad?well,i guess it's worse than that.much worse.or rather i know it's worse than that.it just doesnt seem right.why outta a sudden everything just turns for the worse.that some people just accused me of something i didnt do?something shameful.claiming that they SAW me doing it.
please...
i have a husband!.
Im not like some girls out there who think that having one just aint enough for them.
I do have some self pride.
i wont go gaga over some other guy when i clearly know that i have a husband okay?!
i dont know who the fuck was it who started it
or what kinda freaking motive did they have in doing this.
but i definitely know that this is not a good turn in my relationship!
I swear,i swear that i didnt do anything like that.
i didnt do anything that would let him down.
To let myself down.
although he had started to become my friend no doubt and start to care for me;
i'll definitely not do something like that.
it's just so.....indecent.
so can the person who started this please stop uttering slander about me.
i cant blame him actually.
i believe he isnt having a good time either!
thinking that his wife had been seeing another guy behind his back.
im not having a good time here either.
not at all!
being maligned isnt a nice and wonderful thing.
moreover,it's of something shameful.
and the thought of him not trusting me at all
just adds on to the pain im feeling now.
i cant think of any exact words
to describe what im feeling now.
sad?disappointed?angry?devastated?hatred?
it's just a mixed emotions.
but it definitely doesnt consist of anything nice like joy or delight.
sucks.
big time!!!!
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