I have many hidden secrets....!

Was there ever a day in your life where everything was wrong and nothing was right?
When you're surrounded with people and piled up with work yet you feel so cold and hollow.
And alone.
I feel an emptiness that gets me when I least expect it,and its reaching in and sucking me dry.
Ok wait. I dont want this to be some long sappy thing with me just complaining non-stop.
This is my space where I can tell it like it is.
Maybe strangers can treat it as mindless storytelling.Cuz I have a story that needs to be told that nobody has known..
but maybe some can identify with and understand.
I have youth and wealth on my side.. and a good enough face[i think!] that doesnt give me too much grief.
But inside me are secrets I could never tell!
and never had the chance or right people to listen to them.
So I'm writing them here, it may not be in sequence ,
it may jump from back to front and I'm sorry if it sounds confusing.
But perhaps you have a secret you would like to share anonymously too.
Feel free. Nobody has to know who we are here.
Here we can be in control.