Feeling like an outcast....:-(

Have you ever been made to feel like the little girl with glasses or the little boy with freckles and buck teeth?
I've felt like that for a while now with a certain group of people I know.
It's just like being in high school,
when you so desperately want to be a part of the "in crowd",
but for whatever reason,
the "in crowd" doesn't give you the time of day.
You go home from school feeling so deflated and sad
and no one really gives two hoots ...except maybe your very own mother.
Mother's are good that way.
They can make you feel like a million bucks,
even though the rest of the world couldn't care whether you are alive or dead!
Thats why i felt so sad and lonely recently,
and missed my Mom so much when there was noone with me,
to look after and take care of me,
or ask me if i want something,
or had i eaten etc etc!!!!
I still have my Mom, but when I feel so sad and humiliated,
I look to my boy for comfort.
He loves me unconditionally!
Makes me feel so happy and wanted by someone atleast!!!
When the rest of the world sees me as a pain ,
He see's me as his bestfriend.
So, the rest of the world can go to hell.
I guess I will always be that little girl with glasses,
but I am a little girl with glasses who has a little boy who think she is "IT". :-)
What more do i want!? And i only hope it always remains that way...
Children don't care about anything other than the fact that their Mom is there,
and I always will be!
Now, 10 years from now,
it may be a whole other ballgame,
but for now,
I'll take all the loving I can get!