A WAY OUT

So what is the point of going on
when you live in a place you dont belong
no one can see who you really are
and each word they say
leaves another scar
you cant even walk
twofeet without getting pushed
or beat you feel like you're nothing at all

wanting to scream,
wanting to fall
you stand up and hold the knife
you try to cut out the pain
of this life you want to take
the next step towards death
like jump of a bridge
and not hold your breath
you need something
to fill this empty space
cuz you know you're too weak
to leave this place
starting with the drugs all
the time you find yourself
all out of line
you dig in your pocket
for one more joint
cuz you know your at your lowest point
desperately searching
for something else
to take you away
from all this hell
then she came along
and pulled you out
she saved your life
without a doubt.