In My Eyes...

I tried to listen
To the things you said
But I couldn't stop the voices
Inside my head
I thought it would end
If I could forget
I tried to pretend
And that I regret
Because it's eating me alive
It never ever goes away
It's strangling me inside
And suffocates me more each day
It's driving me insane
I can't take this anymore
I hate myself,
I'm a useless bitch,
A filthy fucking whore
I can't see anything
but red
I hate this place inside my head
I'm fucking crazy
just like they said
I'd kill myself,
but I'm already dead
'Cause I ignored it for too long
And I believed in my own lies
Now it's too late,
my soul is gone
You can see it in my eyes....