What Does It Mean?

I’ve come to realise I have a bizarrely high tolerance for selfish people. Maybe it’s how passionate they are about their interests or maybe its how much they love themselves…which often means they’re completely uninterested in anyone else, which is annoying, right? You’d think so. Instead I find it a challenge and I work harder to prove my worth or I feed off their passion to uncover inspiration of my own. But sometimes you get to a point where you think, “wait a second… why am I wasting my time?”
What do I want? Good question. Until I can properly explain it, I've decided to keep it to myself.