My relationship was long and took a while to finally die. we were together as life partners and lovers for a total 8 yrs. Long story short we drifted apart, wanted different things and had different priorties. people change and its not anyone's fault. we met ,fell in love,[at least thought we both did!] and eventually tied the knot! It just took too much work to make each other happy and it seemed liked we were never happy together for long periods of time. we would talk and tried things, but it wasn't coming naturally. we couldn't seem to give each other the happiness we once shared. we both deserved better. Ultitmately even before we could decide anything, FATE decided it was best that we parted. One fine day it just ...happened...what can i say...*sigh*. we often talked like adults, but cried like children. the last few months have been hard. we both knew, and now know what we had to do,have to do, but no one wanted to do it. looking back, the last year or so, we were living on the memory of what we had rather than what we have, moreso...neither of us had the courage to take the first step, and we constantly had the fear/scare of what it would do to our dear child, how it would effect him etc etc, more than anything else! I guess thats the very reason....we dragged it and kept on dragging it....untill God interviened, and sort of help us make the step, the change in a way! It sounds weird but its true really! change is hard. -hmm .....very hard!
No comments:
Post a Comment