Shouting my lungs out!

How can someone possibly say "i love you" without feeling anything?
no passion,no affection,no adoration,no love.
I hear it from you,but i dont feel it.
Do i still go on believing something,when i know it isnt true?
I recall...one fine day,
when we both made a promise to love each other
wholeheartedly and shower each other
with unconditional love.
One fine day,
when we made a promise
that we would always be truthful to each other.
One fine day,
when we made a promise
that we would always care for each other.
One fine day,
when we made a promise
that we would never leave each other.
One fine day,
when you promised you would never make me cry again!
You assured me of the promises
you made during our first year anniversary.
I've always loved you with all my heart
and showered you with unconditional love.
I've always tried my best to be there for you
whenever i can to show you tender,loving care.
I've not left you,you left me, in a way anyway!
why is it that you can't seem to be able to do the same?
You asked me whether all women are
all as sensitive.It's not about being sensitive.
women's intuition,that's what it is.
Then there're things i want to inquire from you as well.
Are all men capable of breaking their promises
at the twinkle of a finger?
Are they so incapable of lying their way through?
Have they learnt the art of saying
they love someone without feeling a thing at all?
Alright,just picture this.
the man of your dreams,
be it the guy next door or some big shot, or cilebrity in your own rights,
calls you one day and confess,s his feelings to you.
but just as the minute passed,
he blurted out-"IM JUST JOKING!".
so tell me,how would you feel?
you might ask yourself,
"why did i even love this man in the first place,
he's such a jerk.
"yea,that's exactly how i feel.
not that i think he's one.
i feel so stupid,betrayed,utterly disapponted.
i started to think,was i a fool to fall in love?
Because i dont think im matured enough
to withstand what a relationship gives.
Am i still too naive to think that love is all around when it's not?
still willing to wait as i believe someday,somehow,it will happen again.