Myself...[messege to my husband]

I refuse to bow down to you.
With all of your power money fame love lies.
hate hate lies.
You want control
You need power

but I won’t give it to you.
Everyone else sees your mask
believes your lies.
Loves you.I refuse to conform.
I will not throw away
My MindTo belong to this world of fantasy.
My thoughts areMine
and Mine alone.
Don’t falsify myReality.
I should not be forced to belong to a crowd
toBe considered worth something.
Your power makes me weak.
Makes me worthNothing.
Nothing is worth something.
It means I have FoughtAgainst you.
I have lost this battle.
Yet I have not lost mySoul Self Mind.
Control of my world isYours.
But my thoughts areMine.
You can put me in a place where I should be Sad.
Happiness Is my choice.
You can control my surroundings
but you can’t control Me.
My wants my likes my desires.
Mine Mine Mine.
Not yours.

You can beat me
Fight me
Break my back.
But you can’t break
Who I Am without my consent.
I can give myself away
or hold myself back.
Not your choice.
Mine.
You can only control me
If I let you.
My life can be taken from me.
But my Soul cannot
My Mind cannot.
I cannotWill notbow down to you
lay down myself
who I am
and Surrender.