IM BLEEDING!!!!!!

Life cuts like a knife....how will i ever heal...?
Im so deeply wounded....
Life cuts like a knife....you cut away the heart...of my life..!

where do i go from here...what do i do?
My heart is broken....and bleeding now too!
How do i pickup the pieces..
and start all over again with someone new?

I miss you like hell, and not a day goes without thinking of you
Wish you could know and feel the
Pain and suffering i am going through!
Do you hear my whispers...when i call our your name
In the silence of the night?
Can you feel the longing and the need
with each breath i take, and the passing of time?

Oh why did you have to desert me..
To face this world alone..
You were my guide, my friend, my companion..
and we shared each others woes..

Now i feel lost..and lonely
With noone to turnto..
For we not only shared the sorrows,
But had so much fun together too!

I have known you for so many years now,
understand you through and through
Can read your every thought,
Feel whatever you feel too..

What can i makeout of our parting?
Except that you got scared of the closeness
Uncomfortable with the comfortness
Suddenly you woke up, and took notice of the world.
The people and the society, who make all the rules..

Its okay my friend, if this is the way you want it to be
For i only want your happiness
If only you could see!?
I love you enough, to let you go and set you free..

But if its strong enough...
I know one day there will be..
Where we shall meet each other again,
And you will come to realize and see
The true meaning of Love..and what its meant to be..

Perhaps it will be not this world..
But somewhere beyond...
Where people will not point fingers
Redicule,judge and condemn...

A place where we will find peace
Joy and happiness...
Without life's complications..and contradictions..
Living a life of simplicity....

Come, untill then...we must be patient.
Bear all the humliation, face all the confusion,
Walk through this mundane life..
Although not side by side...

I will always be with you...
No matter where you are..
Though you may not see me,
I will still be there...
Coz you see i STILL care!

I will also take comfort and solace...
In imagining for me the same,
That even though apart
We are together, close at heart

It will give me the strength no doubt
But still my friend,
I wish we could turn this around..!
Somehow......somehow...anyhow..
Dont worry i will live...
For i know no other way than to give...

If breathing and surviving is called living..
Then Yes...i am living..
In the hope of some unfulfilled dream...
That one day will be...
A better world for not just you and me,
But for all those broken hearts...
Who bleed...!

But you know what..?
At the end of it all...
I still think....

Life cuts like a knife...how will i ever heal?
Im so deeply wounded..
You cut away the heart of my life...
And im bleeding.....im bleeding!