Thanks for dropping by....

Thanks for dropping by.....

Writing down my thoughts about you is the only thing i can do.

My love, care and concern for you will never end,

You'll always be a part of me, as long as time keeps on passing by,

For its all about you!

Will you ever know how much i love you and miss you!

But i dont want you to pity me or have sympathy for me okay!

Do not get frustrated either.....!

Do not hate me, do not try to understand me also...

Just ...love me and accept me for the way i am, what i am..

Thats all.....

You do not need to pretend,

nor do you need to act

as though you care

as though you give a damn,

Dont give me that fake smile,

its not going to help.

Dont ask me if im okay,

you know very well im not!

Its a shame how we ended our friendship,

and whats left is pretendence, pretence

its like me willing to die,

living in this big lie.

Dont pretend anymore,

dont hurt me anymore

dont torture me any more,

Please!

Dont suffocate me further,

its beyond what i can take.

Dont stab my heart all over again,

its beyond what i call pain...

But after all;

you gave me a before,

so should i thank you for caring?

or should i hate you,

for pretending like you cared?